I have been bz!

I was just randomly reading my past archives and laughing at myself..Wonder how i could be so silly sometimes..Oh well..

I was abt to complain how unfair "love " is cos lena found herself a good guy, jess also found a good guy and me ! sloggin all out for a guy..).(

And den i couldnt complain anymore..Cos the miracles i have always been waiting for happen!

I dunno how or why..It just did..

You cannot imagine how hard is it for me yeah..Sometimes i really wanna give up yet at that point, i will strive harder..rahhh~ dunno wat i doing also..

My weekends was suppose to be wif him but end up i had a cold nite wif nana and lawry at fragance hotel..The bloody blanket very small lo..and i had to sleep in one position for the whole nite..

Grouchy and unhappy

Monday was like the worst and best day i ever had..All i wanted to do was run away...Work suck cos i just aint myself..And to add it all in, imagine the guy u like so much give ur number to a lesb..It just make u so wanna cry i tell ya..

The first thought that ran tru was bcos he wanted u to "move on"...but by being a LESBIAN!!??!

NO NO NO...=(

BUT the ger was really interesting and well...sincere..I kinda change my mind..hahah

She cute can? Met her yesterday when shawnnie was suppose to pick me up and was late-.-

Now im slightly confuse..I wanna be wif both of them..lolz