"Is this a month of breakup or wat?" she posted me this question..

No it not..It just u, me and him and maybe ur fren ter..

Today however i realise i see a number of broken hearted pple in my list..not like i care but hey im one of them..

My bLOG IS DEAD.

Cos my mood is dead..

Things gotten better but im still lost, i cant make up my freaking mind on wat holding me back.

Many a times i get really tired and had to really remind myself not to be so frickleminded..

Music smoothes my heart and soul..I still wish i can go and sing and maybe some audience please..lolz..

Watever it is, i have to remember how life cannot be so bad without that special someone..

LIFE IS STILL GOOD IF YOU WANT IT TO..That my new motto =p.

I want my old self back..

I want to believe in destiny and fate..

I want to be stronger..

and..

lastly if i could...

i still want u.

Could i put everything down to destiny?

Ever since i learnt to fight for something i want, it hard to just sit there and watch wat fate had in mind for me..

I dunno, im shacked, brokenhearted and insecure..should i still fight?After all it might be that one last chance that matters..

I dunno again..I pray now that GOD will guide me tru, be it for the better or the worst..
I guess i could still fight but wat is clearly belong to fate, i gotta let it go...

Haiz.

Can i not lose u??

Would a PLEASE help?