Recently i have been talking to a particular someone more den usual and she made me goes WOW.

A yr has pass, true enough i have complain to everyone close that i hate my job but when im at work, i'll never say that nor will i say i love this job.i just refuse to comment.Well, this ger is amazing, she tells it to me when shits happen, says it in front of mo too..i admire her straightforwardness..

Everytime she tells me she hates her job wif such hatred and disgust, my heart kinda stop beating..Cos i tot i hate my job alot alrdy and suddenly ter someone who hates this very same job more den me..hmmm...

Yesterday was the day i almost die..Literally die cos my pride and dignity was thrown away by pple who doesnt think when they say something in a moment of stress..Fcuk, it not like they even care at all when they say those piercing words..

And the word IDIOT is so common and i say it all the time but suddenly when it is said to me, i feel like i got stabbed..haix

I dunno why i feeling so emo..

until now, the whole incident keep haunting me.It just like those nitemares i got abt work..

One of the perfuse actually say something really couraging to me..i almost cried..

I guess i should be proud of myself..Not be sad yeah..Afterall it the first aneurysm case i actually did..ok actually it was half a case only..

I dunno how much longer i can tolerate before i start speaking my thoughts..hmm:(((

My gf suddenly disappear.

Okays she din but i just miss her i guess..=/

Another thing to be unhappy abt..

Life isnt fair.