Dear blogger,

I dunno why but times are bad. To make it worst, the 7th month just begun.No link i know.

Somehow i wish for alot of things but it not gonna happen cos tis is reality. SOmetimes all the shit just happen, like now!

I feel helpless cos i dun seem to be able to do much for u at all.Probably except to cut down on doing, buying and eating anything that is related to "EXPENSIVE"?

I wasted my wed and thurs again! My own fault. Spend my whole time sleeping wif baby today.Den when i finally get down to practice my math questions.Boy, was it hard.Though toad say i need more practice and should stop copying the wrong questions and making stupid careless mistake!

Toad is damn smart i tell u, she never touch maths for so long yet she can find all the answer!* bow down to her* But mayb cos of that i feel demoralised.I dunno, i got too high expectation of myself i guess, so when i find that i cant understand shit, i start to panic.Honestly my stress level is almost as high as those times when im abt to sit for exam..

I got to chill man.=x

Went to call baby and complain. Got a big reality check by baby. Thanks baby!

I shouldnt zi bao zi qi, in fact i should be strong so that i can help baby too!!
Though im still clueless but im gonna go sleep, start tmr anew, eat my lunch as promised to baby, go for class and den revise , revise, revise.

Baby im sorry. Just feel like hugging u when u told me all this. I dunno why i feel like a little ger at times when im wif u.=?

Hope to see you soon.

I hope if god read this, he would answer my prayers. Keep all the bad things from coming anymore. Baby is a good man, so i really cant understand why good pple deserve all this shit luck! SO if GOD YOU READ THIS, PLEASE HELP BABY TO BE STRONG!

I'll be keeping baby in my prayers every nite.